#RandomConfessions

It's a couple more days until 2011, and few months before graduation. I have a lot of prospect and ideas but I have no idea what I want to do after graduation. There's the news thing, there's film, and there's marketing and public relations (IMO, I suck at it). But I don't know what I want to do. I have a few homeboys who want to break into the acting/modeling business and I played around with the thought of becoming their managers but I have no earthly idea on how to do that. It bothers me a lot and damn near scares the shit out of me. I know this is random but I wanted to vent for a bit. My biggest fear is being broke...I'm living that lifestyle now and I've been in situations when me and the fam didn't have anything and I don't want to go back to that again. I think that's why it scares me so damn bad and it's probably why I've learn so many trades in the last couple of years. IDK man maybe it's just me over thinking things again but I can't help it. It happens at times. Anyway thanks for reading or whatever.